Im on it and use it more than this

look me up

t_kougar

I once worried that i had made all the wrong choices

but then i realized that in fact that it wasnt I who deemed them wrong, but others

and if I hadnt made said choices i wouldnt be who I am

so in the end i can no longer regret what i have done, because it hasnt let me down

not everthing is a masterpiece

happy holidays to you and yours

I have alot to think about and maybe you do too.

what i thought was my stimulus was actually my fed tax refund

coz I just got my state today

either way free money =3

I so just wandered around the ground of my apt complex to find a unsecure connection to leech onto

yes having no internet has made me insane

I miss you all

♥

every year I forget how much I miss the summer rains

yes they can be troublesome, but the freshness it brings to such a dirty city is relieving

its one of those few smells that can bring solace to my inner beast as cliche as that sounds

tucson has been overcast and raining the entire time Ive been here, cooling even if shit is hitting the fan...too bad the rain can only clean so much

Ive found solace in pack of camel menthol wides and late nite conversation with my mother

and I realized Im still the child I thought I had abandoned years ago, not the adult Ive wanted to become so badly

on a less somber and somewhat angsty note, I cut my hair and Ivy says I look like a little boy >_<

we head back home Thursday and then I get back to what I do best, working and holding up a very flimsy social life

blah...I should stop writing

Im lonely and wish I had someone around

so confusion comes knocking at my door again

and is sleeping in my bed once again

tonite was the Kill Hannah concert

awesome show, was great to see the boys in action again and hear some of the new tracks

after their set, ran into them

saw Mat, he didnt recognize me at first and when he did first thing he said was "You got taller" and had a slight pout on his face and hugged me...we bs'd about stuff for a bit, then talked to Jon while Mat was off schmoozing and all...it was funny coz once Jon found out I was working for MAC he was all "I just spent 90 dollars there yesterday, you should told me me sooner." It was cute

but yes good show, and they will be touring with MSI soon so I'll prolly go see them then too

oh yea and I got copies of American Jet Set and The Curse of Kill Hannah if anyone wants me to upload em

♥

you disgust me now

your complete lack or regard for people who bent over backwards to help you out and the way you treat them now is apalling

I hope you enjoy your life

im home

but off to work

so update later kthxilu

within the next hour Im doing a friends list clean up......

(  brought to kneel by the Grecian Seal  )

~Tony