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10 August 2006 @ 02:08 am
monsoon;  
every year I forget how much I miss the summer rains

yes they can be troublesome, but the freshness it brings to such a dirty city is relieving

its one of those few smells that can bring solace to my inner beast as cliche as that sounds

tucson has been overcast and raining the entire time Ive been here, cooling even if shit is hitting the fan...too bad the rain can only clean so much

Ive found solace in pack of camel menthol wides and late nite conversation with my mother

and I realized Im still the child I thought I had abandoned years ago, not the adult Ive wanted to become so badly

on a less somber and somewhat angsty note, I cut my hair and Ivy says I look like a little boy >_<

we head back home Thursday and then I get back to what I do best, working and holding up a very flimsy social life

blah...I should stop writing

Im lonely and wish I had someone around
 
 
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disheveled_pashdisheveled_pash on August 11th, 2006 05:02 am (UTC)
Tony, I love you with all of my heart. E>
I like seeing posts that honestly let me know where you're at in life.

I wish I could have enjoyed those rains with you. I miss my family in Tucson.